Eth gone after a failed swap

Hi guys, i need your help. Yesterday evening i tried to swap my ETH for RAD in my Metamask. After i did the transaction i didnt checked my computer till the next morning being suprised to see that my swap was dropped and replaced. I canceled the swap and paid a fee for it all good so far. But now it states that the cancelation of the swap was succesfuill but i have not received my eth or my RAD and just lost close to a $1000 dollars of eth. Can anyone help me out i am new to this and a $1000 lose to a technical error hits my portfolio really hard.

The link to the etherscan of the transaction:

https://etherscan.io/tx/0xc651b04824e9c58cc2c0eb3b08c270ab33d168a0b8d6db7a6a31b107d3c12d4e

the link to the etherscan of the cancelation:

https://etherscan.io/tx/0xd4e7098cb2c63a55b67214ee0b7b638f6a76a632324839611c716919b7820116

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Please tell me what i did wrong and how i can fix it.