Lost both ETH and GAS on failed mint??

I understand gas is lost forever but I somehow lost ETH as well? Mint price for NFT was 0.05 ETH + GAS. Will I get my 0.05 ETH back? It's been slightly over an hour since the transaction failed and no sign of it returning to my Metamask. Am I screwed?

Below is txn hash: 0x9c893e99c455aea19a9d1fbd9d58499ed65f7d453b76182e214bba2e46487920