The man who got me to invest in Eth. Help me identify him….

About 3 years ago there was a youtube channel guy who talked about many topics including Ethereum. He also would delve into "conspiracies" on a number of topics that probably would get you banned or at minimum demonitized on youtube. Normally his setup was just sitting in front of the camera in his home and would wax on about the virtues of Eth. So much so that he eventually convinced me to go into crypto.

For the life of me I can't recall who he was and I wonder what ever happened to him.

He is Caucasian and I guess perhaps in late 30s now. Thin build with a goatee. One story that I recall was that his close friend or girlfriend was killed and it was related to him being in hiding.

I guess his youtube channel was banned or removed due to the topics he would go into outside of Eth.

Anyone have an idea who I may be talking about?