Question on cancelled transaction on metamask for Ethereum

So this is my first cancellation of an etherum transfer ever on metamaska nd it went wrong… so i hit cancel and it said it was and sent out this 0$ hash to myself 0x08bc079e309c70a09b7156e87e5f0fa4de6e61c2f8ec155e50acfc5674db3c58 Costing me gas. However I never got the funds and mistakenly tried reseting my metamask wallet so I don’t have the hash confirming the cancellation was completing. Will I get the ETH back or are the funds gone? Thanks.