Urgent help needed, please read

Hey, i hope someone can read this and understand what i am going through,

Is there any kind person who can read my story and understand the trauma i am going through ?

Firstly before i ask for help, i swear to God i am not lying and everything i am saying is true

So basically i lost 5000$ today in futures trading i opened short trade on a coin named myx i always put stoploss in my trades but yesterday after i opened the trade

I was feeling dizzy and due to that i i got a panic attack at night and my condition got worse and i forgot to put stoploss and i went into other room and put cold water on my head and myself and kept shaking and i tired to put myself to sleep. When i wokeup i was shocked to see that the coin pumped 50% from my entry and i got shocked i was already in 3000$ loss and after that my mistake was i kept holding that trade untill i lost a total of 5k$

(The reader who is reading you can see my reddit profile history and check my whole history about my mental condition, i have agorophobia and i have severe panic attack issues i cant go out from house as i faint if i go far away from home even when i am alone i randomly get panic attacks that has already made my life extremely difficult)

Moreover

I basically sold my car just so i can 2x my money In spot and then buy the car again and make things better again, but unfortunately i started doing future trading and lost money. My portfolio has been wrecked big time i am only left with 4k$

i did not told my family yet if they knew this my life would be wrecked, i dont want to disappoint them, i just wish this was a dream but its not its reality

If there is any rich crypto person who can read this and if you can help me? Please Cuz i do know there are many people in crypto with million $ + portfolios, who make 5k$ just from one trade ,

if you are an Empathetic person , can you please help me , ? I swear to you i will show all proofs along with my history, and i will show my whole binance account to you via screen share you can check all history, and how much i lost, just so you know i am not lying or making it up

If any person out in this world, can help me? And understand my condition? And feel my pain? I really wish someone can help me ? And give me a new life