Does anyone else that finished 2021 with losses feels weird filing their crypto taxes?

This is probably going to sound weird but filing my crypto taxes this year makes me feel kind of weird.

Like the IRS guy is going to say "Fuck this person is a shitty trader/investor"

Or "Why is this person in crypto?"

Does anyone else share this feeling or is this just me and my own insecurities?

I feel like if my reports showed gains for 2021 it'll be less weird. Like, there was a point of being in crypto and filling those reports.

Also, no gains, only losses, so the whole filing process feels odd.